Jimmy Donn – Born [Official Video] featuring: Tripp.
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Born
Words by: Jimmy Donn ©2019 Anxiety Music Group.
Go ahead and leave me. Bitch believe me. We freezy. Pop my collar. Pop a wheelie. All y’all beneath me. Like I’m hanging from the ceiling. You’ll finally believe me. When I’m hanging from the ceiling.
Nothing feels real, and nothing seems appealing. I’m so far out of touch with what I’m feeling. Sooner or later she’ll be leaving. Call it a feeling. If this is living, can someone tell me what’s the meaning?
Trust me I’m seeking, meanwhile, I’m sinking. Sitting here thinking I’m needing something to believe in. What is it that I’m missing? Why do I feel so distant? And if I’m asking questions, what’s the meaning to existence?
Goddamn inconsistent. But goddamn, I’m driven. It’s like my third eye’s blinded to the vision.
Life is prison. It’s either I’m going one hundred or I’m lost in television. Either “leave me alone” or I’m pissed off by the division.
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I just want them to leave me alone. And I know that I’d better off on my own. Now I’m known. No, I didn’t ask to be born. Cause I just want them to leave me alone. And I know that I’d better off on my own. Now I’m known. No I didn’t ask to be born.
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A constant collision, with so many decisions. You’d almost think Anxiety was working on commission. Addictions are religion. When you’re stuck in this position. Like that feeling that you get when you ignore a premonition.
Another nobody musician, who speaks the words that I have written. I chose a path where the odds are one in a hundred million. What were the odds that my value would be negative of nothing? Because I believed with every fiber I’d be something.
On the edge of the world and I’m thinking about jumping. Thinking about the person that I am is so disgusting. Look at me I’m blushing, I’m so fucking embarrassed. I’m embarrassed for my children having me as their parent.
It’s apparent, I’m the terror other kids’ parents are so scared of. I make them aware of what happens when the plastic finally wears off. I just stare off into the space that’s all around me.
Really I’m staring into my phone as this small screen surrounds me.
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I just want them to leave me alone. And I know that I’d better off on my own. Now I’m known. No I didn’t asked to be born. Cause I just want them to leave me alone. And I know that I’d better off on my own. Now I’m known. No I didn’t asked to be born.
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It feels like I’ve been making the same mistakes my whole life. I no longer sleep at night. My mind’s about to take flight. Something ain’t right. I need to find a balance. Need to find some Xanax. Need a remedy for this panic.
I feel like I’m standing. Static but erratic. Surrounded by Traffic.
In a world my mind Crafted Truth is nothing matters. But that’s just chemicals. Telling me I need to be skeptical.
Quick call nine one one I think I need medical. Call mother Mary I think I need a miracle. I feel terrible. Nothing seems bearable. It’s hard to get my footing on this marry-go.
Another broken toy and this one’s unrepairable. Did I say marry-go? I think I meant Ferris wheel. Please pass the Seroquel. Are spirits transferable? I just want to be the me that I see in other parallels.
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I just want them to leave me alone. And I know that I’d better off on my own. Now I’m known. No, I didn’t asked to be born. Cause I just want them to leave me alone. And I know that I’d better off on my own. Now I’m known. No I didn’t asked to be born.
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